...Wait a second, Zelos is here! You know him? The guy with the red hair, right? I met him a while ago, he is so totally here!

For somebody who blames yourself as much as you do. Believe me, I've been in your situation...and the only thing that gets you out of something like that is hearing that somebody else believes in you and forgives you. Because your own forgiveness can't touch you, that's what you think, right?